A New Earth, the book I am currently reading goes into great detail how a dense pain body feeds on drama. Now the drama mama is spreading outward. I have made myself as scarce as possible and she has now found all sorts of other people to claim as the enemy. She literally has named perfectly innocent people at church her enemy. Last week she named three. I will not name their names to protect the innocent. But they are so unlikely and have very little to do with her, it is just ridiculous. The people she has named are not even in her circle of people she talks to .
On yesterday, she named three more…different than the ones before and what did they actually do to her? Nothing. She imagines all the things like people are talking about her…..well, they might be…her behavior is bizarre….and that she is ready for them. On the way home from church she spend the drive calling the new three “old biddies and prunes and she was ready for them.” How she did “not care a rat’s behind” about any of them and how they spoke to me and not her. Always I am in everything. People who speak to me do not speak to her..in her mind. She went on about how the past minister at her old church slandered her and that they(the new three) are all concerned about what she is doing since my father died.
This is in keeping with the pain body creating problems within organizations that the person belongs to. Throughout all my adult and young adult life as far back as I can remember, she has always had problems with people on her job, in book clubs she has been in, in sororities she joined, at church…..every social entity she has been involved in there has always been a bad ending with some sort of drama she has been involved in. The drama? Imaginary things. Things that she has confronted people on and those things have never happened. It is all imaginary thinking.
Soon, I believe there will be a blowup/melt down at church on a Sunday. It is soon in coming. She had one last summer with the next door neighbors. She was calling the police because they were literally parking in front of their lawn and she thought that their lawn was hers. She was claiming it. I finally had to make her physically go outside with me and look at the property line, walk it and show her that she was wrong. And to stop. Calling the neighbors for parking in front of their own house and lawn was ridiculous.
