Mae has a problem each time that I get on my computer in my room. I have been looking for new jobs and of course everything has to be submitted on line. Night before last I was submitting resumes to several companies and in my room she came demanding to know why I was on the computer. [...]
Archive for the ‘delusions’ Category
Computer Daze
Posted in delusions, mother, paranoid behavior, toxic parents, tagged delusions, mother, personality disorders on June 27, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Poison. Poison. Poison. PPPPP-Poison!
Posted in delusions, mother, paranoid behavior, personality disorders, poison, toxic parents, tagged delusions, paranoid behavior, poison on June 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Remember that song by Bell, Biv and Devoe? Poison? Well poison has always been a part of my mother’s life. As far back and I can remember…from the time I was a small child, she has always believed that various coworkers, family members and even me have been trying to poison her. It is part of the paranoia [...]
Too Much Stuff!
Posted in delusions, life, mother, toxic parents, tagged abuse, life, toxic parents on June 22, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
You know, it has been very hard to keep this page properly because there is so much going on. I really do want to keep it all here. It has just been so much and all so very crazy! Where to begin? I guess with what is going on now. The blanks will eventually be filled [...]
Irrationality Wins Again!
Posted in Controlling behavior, anger, delusions, toxic parents on March 19, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Last night I come home after a long day..about 10pm. Mom had spent the day rearranging the kitchen. It looked good. But I wondered how she did it all. I looked in the cabinets trying to see where everything was. In particular I was looking for my sea salt. Mae comes to the kitchen and [...]
New Years Eve 2007
Posted in anger, delusions, holidays, movies, new years eve, personality disorders, toxic parents on January 2, 2008 | 2 Comments »
On this morning when I woke up I decided that since I was off from work, I would take my child out for breakfast at Paneras. It is one of my favorite places to go. She and I were getting ready and were both in the bathroom. I was curling my hair and she was [...]