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A New Earth, the book I am currently reading goes into great detail how a dense pain body feeds on drama.  Now the drama mama is spreading outward.  I have made myself as scarce as possible and she has now found all sorts of other people to claim as the enemy.  She literally has named [...]

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I got this book about three weeks ago and began to read.  My what a confirmation it was for me.  A New Earth:  Awakening to Your Life’s Pupose read like a text book of my mother and all her behavior.  It was  uncanny.  I am now on the pain body and it explained it all.  [...]

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Lies

About 2 weeks ago it was about 11pm and I was working at my computer looking for jobs and reading cnn when my mother came in to begin one of her nightly random fights.  It was a long day.  I had worked all day and was very tired.  Basically when she begins I try not [...]

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Mae has a problem each time that I get on my computer in my room.  I have been looking for new jobs and of course everything has to be submitted on line.  Night before last I was submitting resumes to several companies and in my room she came demanding to know why I was on the computer.  [...]

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Mae has a little dog that she has had for a very long time.  He is a little lap dog, a pomeranian.  Cute and loveable ascan be.  He is old and sick now.   He is in congestive heart failure and has been that way for about a year or so.  He is on medication as well.   Twice [...]

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Remember that song by Bell, Biv and Devoe?  Poison?  Well poison has always been a part of my mother’s life.  As far back and I can remember…from the time I was a small child, she has always believed that various coworkers, family members and even me have been trying to poison her.  It is part of the paranoia [...]

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YES!  I have come to realize that that is much of the problem with my mother and why she hates me.  I say hate because she does hate me.  She claims many times in a course of a day that I hate her.  I have never ever said anything like that to her.  In fact [...]

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I was out of the country last week for about a week.  This has been a planned trip that has been about a year in the making, so everyone knew I was going.  Well.  About 6 months ago, mom decided that she would not keep my daughter, her grand daughter.  Why?  Just because.  It was [...]

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Peck draws a profile of the evil: they have no regard for the truth; they lie and live in a world of lies. They are masters of disguise and cloak themselves with masks of respectability, goodness and often piety. (Peck tells us that religiosity is a common and effective disguise.) But it is the appearance [...]

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You know, it has been very hard to keep this page properly because there is so much going on.  I really do want to keep it all here.  It has just been so much and all so very crazy!  Where to begin?  I guess with what is going on now.  The blanks will eventually be filled [...]

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