A New Earth, the book I am currently reading goes into great detail how a dense pain body feeds on drama. Now the drama mama is spreading outward. I have made myself as scarce as possible and she has now found all sorts of other people to claim as the enemy. She literally has named [...]
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Pain Body Drama
Posted in a new earth, mother, personality disorders, toxic parents, tagged a new earth, pain body, toxic parents on July 22, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
A New Earth: Awakening to Your Life’s Purpose
Posted in a new earth, anger, mother, personality disorders, self help books, toxic parents, tagged a new earth, books on July 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I got this book about three weeks ago and began to read. My what a confirmation it was for me. A New Earth: Awakening to Your Life’s Pupose read like a text book of my mother and all her behavior. It was uncanny. I am now on the pain body and it explained it all. [...]
Lies
Posted in evil, mother, toxic parents on July 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
About 2 weeks ago it was about 11pm and I was working at my computer looking for jobs and reading cnn when my mother came in to begin one of her nightly random fights. It was a long day. I had worked all day and was very tired. Basically when she begins I try not [...]
Computer Daze
Posted in delusions, mother, paranoid behavior, toxic parents, tagged delusions, mother, personality disorders on June 27, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Mae has a problem each time that I get on my computer in my room. I have been looking for new jobs and of course everything has to be submitted on line. Night before last I was submitting resumes to several companies and in my room she came demanding to know why I was on the computer. [...]
Dog Gone
Posted in Controlling behavior, animal abuse, evil, mother, narcissism, pets, tagged animal abuse, narcissism on June 26, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Mae has a little dog that she has had for a very long time. He is a little lap dog, a pomeranian. Cute and loveable ascan be. He is old and sick now. He is in congestive heart failure and has been that way for about a year or so. He is on medication as well. Twice [...]
Poison. Poison. Poison. PPPPP-Poison!
Posted in delusions, mother, paranoid behavior, personality disorders, poison, toxic parents, tagged delusions, paranoid behavior, poison on June 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Remember that song by Bell, Biv and Devoe? Poison? Well poison has always been a part of my mother’s life. As far back and I can remember…from the time I was a small child, she has always believed that various coworkers, family members and even me have been trying to poison her. It is part of the paranoia [...]
Evil Is, As Evil Does
Posted in evil, mother, personality disorders, self help books, toxic parents, tagged evil, mother, toxic parents on June 22, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Peck draws a profile of the evil: they have no regard for the truth; they lie and live in a world of lies. They are masters of disguise and cloak themselves with masks of respectability, goodness and often piety. (Peck tells us that religiosity is a common and effective disguise.) But it is the appearance [...]
Too Much Stuff!
Posted in delusions, life, mother, toxic parents, tagged abuse, life, toxic parents on June 22, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
You know, it has been very hard to keep this page properly because there is so much going on. I really do want to keep it all here. It has just been so much and all so very crazy! Where to begin? I guess with what is going on now. The blanks will eventually be filled [...]