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Here is the dog saga since the last post of Dog Gone.  Mae’s dog ran out of cough syrup about 3 weeks ago.  I called the vet to see about getting a refill and they will not give a refill unless he comes in for a checkup.  I told Mae this…that it was time to [...]

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Not Just Me!

My sibling and family came to town this past weekend and I had the chance to talk about all the things that have been happening in the past year and a few months we have been with mom.  The story my sibling had been hearing was of course all one sided.  They thought I was [...]

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A New Earth, the book I am currently reading goes into great detail how a dense pain body feeds on drama.  Now the drama mama is spreading outward.  I have made myself as scarce as possible and she has now found all sorts of other people to claim as the enemy.  She literally has named [...]

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I got this book about three weeks ago and began to read.  My what a confirmation it was for me.  A New Earth:  Awakening to Your Life’s Pupose read like a text book of my mother and all her behavior.  It was  uncanny.  I am now on the pain body and it explained it all.  [...]

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Lies

About 2 weeks ago it was about 11pm and I was working at my computer looking for jobs and reading cnn when my mother came in to begin one of her nightly random fights.  It was a long day.  I had worked all day and was very tired.  Basically when she begins I try not [...]

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Silence is Golden

Last night when I got home, Mae was making pancakes.  No chaos for once night.  Just quiet. 

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Mae has a problem each time that I get on my computer in my room.  I have been looking for new jobs and of course everything has to be submitted on line.  Night before last I was submitting resumes to several companies and in my room she came demanding to know why I was on the computer.  [...]

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Remember that song by Bell, Biv and Devoe?  Poison?  Well poison has always been a part of my mother’s life.  As far back and I can remember…from the time I was a small child, she has always believed that various coworkers, family members and even me have been trying to poison her.  It is part of the paranoia [...]

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That is No Offer!

My mother is in the process of getting all her papers in order.  When my father died I was able to see the will and realize that everything goes to my brother.  My mother has been threatening to leave me nothing when she dies…just because.  I have done nothing to her in reality to have [...]

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YES!  I have come to realize that that is much of the problem with my mother and why she hates me.  I say hate because she does hate me.  She claims many times in a course of a day that I hate her.  I have never ever said anything like that to her.  In fact [...]

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